Saturday, September 26, 2009

are you ok annie?


are you ok annie? - from which song?

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

2 jam diperlukan untuk pulang ke rumah

perjalanan pulang paling stress pernah aku alami. konon2 masuk ofis kol 730 bule balik kol 430..balik kol 430 tp sampai 630..2 jam wei!

kisahnya bermula begini..dah set ngan kuntum nak amik kepok leko dr dia..so, kol 430 aku tros kuar opis..pusing roundabout je..sampai je kat entrance parcel e, tros jem. berikut adalah perbualan aku dengan kuntum dari saat aku kuar opis sampai aku amik kepok leko

bermula jam 4.32pm

kuntum : sound awal sket. Tade a ko tgu lama.
aku : Aku da grak. 5min sampai
aku : Jp.jem kat rbout ni. (rbout nak masuk parcel e)
kuntum : aku br nk trn
aku : jalan slow2. lembab gle kete2 kt sini.aku br kt rbout kt gate
kuntum : Tau xpe. dah ku kata. ko kuar blkg ke dpn. kalo blkg aku leh cross. tayah ko uturn
kuntum : kete ape ko pk
aku : gen2 itam.hampes jem.mana2 senang bg ko
kuntum : ujan plak. tale cross. haha sila uturn. aku da kat bwh blok
aku : haha. jap ek. takgerak ni. opis aku xpernh jem cani :P
kuntum : parcel e kronik weh..raskan. haha
aku : haha.sian ko kene tunggu aku lak..x gerak langsung ni. mcm kene buka dlm kete je arini (mcm gaya keje di kl yg slalu buka dlm kete)
kuntum : haha. jgn kata aku x warning ye. aku lepak kt sofa kt lobi. dah smp rbout gtau. aku g kua
aku : ok. sori susahkn ko. mana x jem. sume xde kesedaran sivik. merata benti kete. bas pon sama.huhuhu.xpe, cabaran bg aku.heheh
kuntum : haha. x susah lgsg. aku kuar kang 5.30 dah x jem. 5.37 dah smp umah. ko masih lam kete. haha. takpe dulu aku merasa berulang ke gombak. ari2 buke lm kete
aku : aku da nmpk blok ko. tp x u turn lg. sat ek
kuntum : baik. sila jgn rasa berdosa. starbucks jd cukup
aku : bule2. setdate n time. tp jgn ajk mala.nnti dia jeles kalo aku blnje ko.hahah
kuntum : bp kali ko nk kene sunat? haha
aku : haha. sbb tu aku kata jgn bitau dia. aku kt dpn kpt ni. sket lg. ko tunggu kt main atau tepi tu. aku nmpk kete ksu kot td.
kuntum : bebetul tepi blok. leb benti situ jap.
kuntum : simpati aku tgk kete2 ni. kot x smpt kang ko geget je kopok yg keras kejung ni. tayah tgu defrost
aku : aku da sejuk dlm kete ni.hahah.ok, aku kt dpn kkm dah
kuntum : aku gamble je nampak gen2 itam. sib baik btol. kalo salah aku derma je kt org tu td. haha. ok slmt buke lam kete
aku : timakasih kuntum! nmpk sedap sos dia ni. rasa nk cicah je ngn kepok sejuk ni. heheh
kuntum : haha. ko gogok je sos tu kang bila azan. wat cam juice gtu
(conversation seterusnya tidak boleh disiarkan disebabkan isu sensitip)

itulah antara aktiviti aku semasa 2 jam di dalam kesesakan lalu lintas..sok aku nak balik 430 tros..tanak gi mana2..huhuhuhu

Sunday, August 9, 2009

weekend

minggu ni ada 2 wedding tp dpt gi satu wedding je...wedding ari sabtu tak dpt gi sbb ada hal last minit..huhuhuhu..sedey sgt...nasib wedding ari ahad dapat gi.

td gi wedding yaya ngan wat mot...dia org ni wat wedding skali harung..masuk2, kakak wan tanya "awk ni kata wan MOT (lupe nama wat sebenar) ke?"...aku pon ckp "kami kawan dua2 kak,cane ek?"...kakak wan reply "takpe, bole je"..pastu aku pon bagi hadiah yg dibeli oleh nani (aku letak nama atas tu je sbb tak sempat nak beli pape utk dia org..aku ngan nani org kedua sampai..org pertama adalah rio..kita org dtg awal sbb takot jem..skali satu jem pon tade..ni sume yaya nye pasal..ahahaha..tp ok la, dpt park kete kat dlm..pastu hadi pon dtg..bila da ada hadi, kami pon masuk dalam..tanak mkn dulu, lepak2 minum2 jek..

pastu anuar ngan wani dtg...dah 7 bulan rupenye wani ngandung..lg 2 bulan letop la dia..heheheh...rupenye ramai yg kawen satu batch..wan&yaya, sayuti&amini (soon), PI&tahnani, anis&razaly, nuar&wani, fadli&nor (insya-Allah soon), akram&noria (insya-Allah soon), hazli neon&(lupe nama wife)...bnyk lagi rasanya..coming soon..aku? nnti2 laa~~

pastu td time wedding, ramai gak dtg..rio,ned,azree,rashid,ghani,amjad,niha,hisham n wife,syuriza,anis,razaly,akram,noria,izanee pastu sape tah lagi..adoii..ramai sgt dak batch, payah nak ingat sume nama..hheheh

pas tangkap2 gmba sume..kita org pon beransur pulang..aku hadi nani memulakan langkah ke klcc, nak gi layan chillis di petang hari..ingat tak penuh, skali kene tunggu 40 minit utk dpt tempat..lama gak la kene pusing2..aku plak bule tetibe selsema..potong gak laa..dok kat view tepi tingkap, lagi menaikkan selera aku, dapat tgk gelagat manusia melepak di tepi kolam air klcc..sungguh membuang masa (tp aku dulu pon buat camtu gak..hahaha)..tp manusia berubah~~huhhuhuh

aku order spaghetti chicken, hadi order beger ape tahh namanya , nani plak order ayam goreng ape tahh...ni la first time aku sama hadi makan paling kenyang! tatau ape sal, aku bule terlepek kat tepi tingkap tu, rasa nak tido je...fuhh!! thanks nani sbb blanje!!!!! pasni kita kuar time buka pose plak! hehehhe..pas makan kenyang cam org gile, kita org pon balik....

itula hikayat hidup aku harini..sok tatau plak cane..yesterday was a history and tomorrow will always be a mystery~~~

Saturday, July 4, 2009

campuran!

lama siot tak update blog. b4 dis tade idea nak letak ape. arini br ada idea..hehehhehe..senang kalau diupdatee ikot tajuk2:

1) Trip to Middle Rocks

1st time aku gi middle rocks. hak kedaulatan middle rocks diberikan kepada Malaysia pada 23 Mei 2008 oleh Mahkamah Antarabangsa. Saja je gi situ sbb tak pernah gi sana. Nak gi sana punya la jauh. Dr Putra bertolak kol 3pm..sampai JB kol 7pm..pastu ada meeting jap kat sana...mlm tu br ar nak rehat2 sket..gi layan sisha kat danga bay..tp tak sesedap sisha kat cyberjaya..pastu sok nya kita org gi middle rocks naik bot polis...ingatkn sampai 2 jam lebih je..skali 3 jam weii..mak ai letih..nasib ada en najib dawod bersama di atas bot..penceria di atas bot..hehehhe...pastu kita org dok tangkap gmba kat atas middle rocks...mcm org kampung masuk bandar..biasa la..susah nak gi situh :D lepas tu sume balik JB balik..pastu najib bawak kita org sume mkn kat restoran merdeka...tmpt cun tp murah...mmg bes dok JB ni :D pas mkn2 kita org pon balik..tu je aa..malas nk tulis panjang2..ehehhe..utk gambar, sila tgk fesbuk aku :D


2) Wedding Hazly dan Iena

27 Jun 2009..tarikh keramat utk saudara hazly mazly kita..pada hari tersebut beliau telah menamatkan zaman bujangnya bersama isterinya - Iena..mlm tu wedding kat hilton pj..aku hadi am shariman sharul najib dan razly kene kawat slow iring pengantin ke pelamin..mlm tu ramai plak org dok tangkap gamba ngan kita org..mungkin sbb pakai baju istiadat kot..hehehhe (utk gamba sila masuk fesbuk aku juga)...kita org rehearse dari petang..pastu mlm tu event start..tak lama pon nak kawat slow tu..tp biasa aarr..tak pernah wat..so perasaan cemas tu mmg ada..anyway, mmg bes wedding mlm tuh...awek2 yang hot mmg ramai ar kan...juling gak ar mata aku sama am tgk..ahahhahahahha..hadi takyah cite ar...aahhhahhahh...to hazly and wife, congratulations dan semoga perkahwinan kekal sehingga ke anak cucu ;)


3) Transformers : revenge of the fallen

cite yg aku dok tunggu-tunggu..pergh, layan gila cite ni..membe aku pon suke...kira worth it ar baya rm12 utk 2 jam setengah..heheh..walaupun ada few scenes yg dia potong tanpa sebab tp tak kesah..asalkan da dpt tgk..heheheh..memula plan nak tgk kat signature the garden tp tiket penuh, boleh takk..potong tol..last2 tgk kat pavillion..nasib dapat seat bes tengah2..sejuk gile dlm movie tu..kuar2 je tros gi cari toilet..hehehe...ape2 pon cite ni mmg bes.nnti bila kuar dvd nak beli :P

tu je la yg aku bule update skang ni..tatau nak update ape lg..tgk la kot2 ada benda bes br update balik.


cheers~~~

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

dan sebenarnya~

Oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu-lagu di radio seolah-olah memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh


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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

RASTA

susulan kepada Sidang MKN di Bangsar pada Khamis lepas (rujuk blog pengejar masa), MKN kembali bersidang. tapi pada kali ini persidangan diadakan di Rasta TTDI. Pada persidangan kali ini, terdapat wakil daripada 2 Kementerian iaitu Kementerian Pelancongan dan Kementerian Kewangan. Persidangan bermula pada jam 830 malam. Tp seperti biasa, aku terlambat..tp tak selambat hadi..hahahaha :P ..sampai2 aku anta kete gi cuci kat tepi tuh.pastu nampak shuko, gadis dan mala dah sampai...so aku borak2 la sama dia org sementara menantikan hadi dan sisha sampai...1st time la jumpe kawan shuko ni..friendly dan haps org nye...borak punya borak, sisha pon sampai..pastu borak lagi...dlm kol berapa tah, wakil Kementerian Kewangan minta diri nak balik..Sidang memberi kebenaran

pastu, sume borak2 balik, pastu soh shuko try isap sisha, 1st time dia isap kot, ok laa...pasni bule try lagi..heheheh...pastu kita org tangkap2 gamba..mcm2 posisi kita org buat..hahaha..ada asap penuh muka, ada jd naga, ada asap kuar ikot idong..pastu tgh2 lepak, lampu sume padam, jd la plak candle light dinner..lg bes rupenye kalau isap sisha time gelap2 ni..rasa lagi sejuk..hahahaha..tak lama pastuh, letrik ada balik..potong tol

tak lama pastu, kita org pon balik..tp b4 balik, kita org tangkap gamba berempat dpn kete merc (hadi, nnti emel kat aku gamba tu eh..aku nak letak dlm blog ni..thanks bro)

tu je la kot yg terjadi malam tadi...sungguh seronok borak2 sambil isap sisha :D

cheers~~

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

kerja yang sangat banyak

well..dah dua hari dah keje bnyk mcm org gila.tp alhamdulillah, sket2 bule settlekan.tp smalam antara hari paling max! stress gile sbb kene tunggu sampai ex bos balik..sabar je laa..br je kuar ofis smalam, call hadi ajak lepak kat uptown.nak release stress..bile mkn beef steak sama sotong bakar, hilang stress smalam..smalam myn sama kawan dia moon join kita org skali..borak2 sampai kol 930..pastu sume pon balik lepas mkn n borak2

harini, pagi2 lg aku dah layan movie b4 gi ofis.batman.lama tak tgk cite tu.gi opis dengan rasa yang amat malas sbb bnyk keje.mana la gi psu lain? kenape aku dibebani kerje yang banyak.sehingga kerani terpakse buat keje psu.segan aku actually bila kerani buat keje pegawai..sigh~ tp thank you to kakitangan sokongan kat ofis.i really couldnt help you guys.aku pon skang dah mcm org gila keje.tatau nak bg priority mana satu.aku bukan nak membebel or komen.tp biasa la, kekadang tu stress gak kan bila sume keje dpt kat aku.bukan nak komplen, sekadar nak lepaskan perasaan

sok pagi keje lagi.tp sok pagi aku nak beli mcd utk bfast.sungguh american aku sok.heheh.pastu akan try siapkan ape patut b4 gi outstation dr kamis sampai sabtu.arghh! malasnye gi! org slalu kata gi oversea ni bes.tp bukan aku.aku lebih rela dok kat opis dan berjalan di dalam negara saje.susah ar kalo gi oversea ni, kene tukar duit..makan susah...sighh~

akan disambung lagi....

Sunday, June 7, 2009

ke majlis kawen abg lan..asik gi org kawen tp aku tak kawen lagi..demm!

Skang ni aku tgh tgk nona cite pasal org kawen gak...zamarul sama diana rafar...si diana rafar ni aku pernah jumpe dlm flight time gi bercuti dulu...tp time tu dia dak kecik lagi..sama mcm aku..aku dok blakang seat dia...aku kenal dia sbb aku kenal akak dia diana rafar time tuh..tp mcm biasa, aku ni pemalu, so aku tade la tego utk mintak autograph...tp serius, dia time kecik pon dah cun...untung zamarul dpt kawen ngan dia..semoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu! (nape aku ckp mcm aku ni member dia org je?..hahahah)

ok, back to abg lan nye reception..memula tu mcm blank2 nak gi ke tak sbb dgr jalan nak ke seremban tu jem..tp blasahkan juga...jumpe kat umah ainur..aku mas hadi am ainur skali naik satu kete...memula tu aku bawak so 3 gergasi kat blakang tu agak sempit..tp sepanjang perjalanan, kita org sume tak berenti gelak sbb ada 2 saikos dlm kete tuh...ada sorang lg saikos time tu dah otw balik ke kl..sian dia sorang2..hehehehhe...tak lama lepas tu (2 jam kot) sampai la umah abg lan,...nasib ar nasik ada lagi, kalo tak mcd ar jawabnye..huhuhuu...kita org pon bergambar ngan pengantin baru tuh...seperti biasa, adegan sniff ada (sila lihat fb)

lepas tu dah mlm, kita org gi dinner, memula tu nak ajak ar kengkawan kat putra lepak skali..tp sorang pon tade, bz time weekend kot..so kita org lepak kat cyber isap sisha (adegan isap sisha sila baca blog hadi)..pastu sume pon balik secara berperingkat~~

moral of the story : we had fun yesterday..lama tak lepak ramai2 ngan org yg berlainan (walaupun slalu jumpe hadi ainur am...mas tu sebulan skali jumpe)...arini time buat keje..demm!

CONGRATULATIONS TO ABG LAN AND WIFE! SEMOGA PERKAHWINAN HINGGA KE ANAK CUCU CICIT PIUT PIAN SOPIAN~

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Chantek

Hey wanita
Gembira dapat berjumpa
Teringat kembali kali pertama kita bersua
Ingat bila kita bersepatu serupa
Tak lama dahulu jangan kau kata kau dah lupa

Kau bersama kawan-kawan muda yang nyata
Kau paling menyerlah di antara mereka
Rambut hitam warna cokelat anak mata
Membuat aku kurang fasih bila bicara

Apakata kita ambil sedikit masa
Untuk mengenali sesama kita dengan lanjutnya
Dan jika kau rasa apa yang ku rasa
Ayuh kita ke bab kedua dan seterusnya

Chantek
Dirimu buat ku tertarik
Menghilang segala prasangka
Di jiwa
Ohh chantek
Sungguh aku cinta kamu

Dia
Pandai menjaga hati ayah dan ibunya
Kelakuannya sama dengan orang tuaku juga
Dia
Bisa cipta yg gula dari yang cuka
Pandai menukar yg duka kepada suka
Dia
Bijak mengatur acara dan juga masa
Cekap memasak garam gula secukup rasa
Dia
Pandai menjaga harta dan juga duitnya
Tetap anggun tanpa mendedahkan kulitnya
Dia
Setia pada Yang Esa satu-satunya
Memenuhi tanggungjawab 5 waktunya
Dia
Punya tempat dalam rancangan yg ku rangka
Tak usah lengah
Ayuh kita berumah tangga

Aku
Melihat kita bersama di hari tua
Dia
Masih satu tiada empat tiga atau dua
Dan walaupun kau sudah kepudaran rupa
Kau tetap cantik padaku aku tak lupa
Kita bersama di anjung luangkan masa
Kewangan kita merdeka mampu bersara
Hasil usaha kita dari masa dahulu
Cukup untuk mengisi perut anak dan cucu
Hidup santai tak perlu terburu-buru
Punya masa kerja ibadah dan juga ilmu
Anak kita dan ayahya semua sebulu
Aku bilang kau chantek dan mereka setuju

Chantek
Sechantek suria menyinar
Seindah bunga yang di taman..mekar
Chantek
Dirimu buat ku tertarik
Menghilang segala prasangka di jiwa
Ohh chantek
Sungguh aku cinta kamu


*antara lagu aku nak nyanyi bila gi karaoke nnti ^_^

Sunday, May 17, 2009

MLM?

(bukan gambar sebenar)
Di suatu masa di suatu tempat dua insan sedang berbincang mengenai sesuatu yang kemungkinan jika dilihat oleh orang lain akan menyebabkan orang lain itu berfikir "buat ape tuh..sure MLM ni" ....... itu yang aku rasakan...apa kata anda?

Saturday, May 16, 2009

bag and bus

1st day DPA...bag and bus..something that i cannot forget

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

happy

im so happy today coz i managed to finish most of my work...yahooo!!! ... and i also got to drive a honda stream...bes gile! untuk yani dpt bawak kete tuh..hehehhe...siap bule gi pusing2 kat putra lagi sbb agak kagum dengan softness kete tuh..penuh kete tu diisi oleh warga BKKM..hehehhe

lately aku slalu gi opis awal, balik lmbt..biasa laa..tade komitmen..so merewang je ar..rasa mcm nak gi melaka ar plak kan..nk gi yonker walk..btol ke eja tuh?

okla, aku nak mandi..lekit2 badan ni...tp bes sbb peluh2 td..yahoo!!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

entri emo terakhir

this gonna be my final entry (emotionally unstable entry)...maksud aku ni entry emo terakhir aku..pasni aku nak letak entry yg fun2 je sejajar dgn gamba kat atas tuh..mia mia mia mia~~~
yess..it's been more than a year since it started...there were ups and downs but during the period, i tried to be cool...i did get a few advice from my friends about this..and i appreciate it so much.
i didnt call/text this someone since march coz i wanted to forget about this someone...however, it only lasts for 1 month 2 weeks when this someone suddenly contacted me..i appreciate the call but i was afraid that me and this someone gonna gado again (bila baik sure gado benda bodo)..it happened few times already.

this happens when feelings were mixed up..i know it is my fault for mixing my feelings but i couldnt help it..ni dah jd mcm lagu peter pan-ku katakan dengan indah...say it beautifully..hahah..sure u ingatkan lagu ni mala? ahehehe :P and this someone knew that i like her...as far as i know, when we dont like someone, we dont get emo/marah too much when fight over small things..am i right? kawan2 sure akan lek2 je.. i dont know, this is just my opinion..if im wrong, pls tell me.

but now, i think this prob dah setel...not in a good way, tp dah settle...i think it is the best for me and for this someone...i know it sounds selfish, but there's no other way, i guess.





peter pan - ku katakan dengan indah

*mala introduced this song to me..thank you ;)

== entri emo terakhir ==

Friday, May 8, 2009

weak

im weak..so weak...i couldnt help myself when it happens...try to avoid it for month and a half...but it came back...i hate it !

Sunday, May 3, 2009

mimpi yang sempurna

sebelum ni, aku suka sgt dgn lagu2 peter pan especially lagu mimpi yang sempurna..and sepanjang aku dgr lagu tu, aku mmg slalu berharap dpt mimpi yg sempurna..mimpi yg sempurna to me is not mimpi yg kene mandi wajib..tp mimpi yg bole buat aku rasa sgt happy dan bahagia bile bgn pagi :D

last night, aku mimpi this one girl..if im not mistaken, in the dream, we went clubbing..hahaha..so funny...tp since lagu kat club tu bosan,i decided to ajak dis girl keluar lepak kat luar club..bile kat luar tu, rasa sgt bes...we talked about lots of things...pstu kita org jalan2 plak (tak ingat kat ne)...i can feel that this girl likes me..hehhehe...serius mmg bes mimpi smalam..aku tak dpt nak ingat sume mende, tp aku rasa sangat bahagia dlm mimpi tuh and bile aku bgn, aku still rasa bahagia...rasa mcm tanak bgn je, nak tdo balik sambung mimpi tuh tp apakan daya, kalo tdo lg kang lmbt plak pergi kerja...huhuhhu...

walaupon org kata kekadang tu mimpi ni mainan syaitan, aku tak nafikan benda tu..tp aku rasa mimpi aku smalam tu mmg sangat susah utk aku mimpi skali lagi n i really2 enjoyed the dream..walaupun in reality mende ni takkan jadi kat aku sbb that girl dah ngan someone else tp tak kesah sbb mimpi tu dah cukup buat aku rasa hepi...mungkin mala akan kata aku ni suke berangan or maybe gile..tp aku tak kesah..hahahha :D what important is that im happy...hahahahah...last night dream was the most perfect dream i ever had :D

kuntum, aku sebut nama mala lg...ko tanak komen pape ke? ahahahahha...sori mel, lama tak mention nama u dlm my blog :P

Friday, April 17, 2009

trip to KK

Kota Kinabalu..b4 dis dtg KK just transit je...time gi tawau sama pulau layang-layang..tp kali ni sempat utk aku jalan-jalan..mcm bos aku ckp "ni touristic je nihh"...tp peduli hape..hhehhe..gi sana bukan nak jalan, nak buat keje.

aku sama zahar kene check aset kat sana. memula tu ingat nak sama flight ngan zahar tp tak dpt sbb dah full.so aku gi sorang2...nasib kapal tak penuh, aku pon dok belakang tidorkan diri.

trip kali ni paling bes sbb roy ada...dia mmg seorang otai di sabah...kalau ada pape, contact je saudara roy kita.."hati kau mmg keras roy"...hahaha..itulah ungkapan yg sering disebut oleh kamal semasa dpa..tp roy dengan aksi cool dan bersahaja, senyum apabila ungkapan tersebut disebut.


first night tu roy bawak aku sama zahar gi dinner..dok kat kk rasa mcm dok kat kl..tetibe terasa nak pindah kk plak..hehehe..pastu dinner kita org balik hotel.

sok nya,kami gi start check aset kat pejabat roy..start lmbt sbb ada few things blom diupdate..pening gak la memula...bila boring2 tu, kejap gi bilik linda ex BPO dulu...petang tu linda blanje kita org lunch..merasa duit gaji 44 :P

b4 balik, roy sama azrin bawak aku gi jalan2 kat pulau2 kat area sabah...lawa pulau2 kat situ, pasni mungkin bole gi sana camping.

aku nak berterima kasih kepada roy dan ppkp kat sana sbb entertain kita org...mmg bes ar gi sana pastu bawak gi jalan ^_^ thank you again to brother roy and friends~


cheers~~~


gamba ni tgh sangap kat airport KK (muka ngantok..tak cukup tdo):


Sunday, April 5, 2009

love that never gonna happen~

A love B but B love C
B love A but A love D
A love B but B love F
B love A again but A love E
A love B again but B love F

When can A and B be together and get the happy ending?

Friday, March 27, 2009

sangap

sangap tunggu abih sejam ni..rasa nak tido pon ada...lama btol nak tunggu~



since sangap cani, terbuat plak satu poem~~



its 7.00am and your late again

and i can understand what kept you so long

now look at you wearing that black orange stripe shirt again

dont you realize how ugly that thing is

but even so

i love you anyway

no matter how things have gone

you always have me now

but here it comes

you complain again

complain about work, everything

its driving me mad

now look at you

wearing that black orange stripe shirt again

dont you realize how ugly that thing is

but even so

i love you anyway

no matter how things have gone

you always have me...

Thursday, March 26, 2009

sambung jap

aku kini di JUPEM

to be specific, kat meja nawi

dia org sume meeting kat dalam aku kene dok sini kene settle arrangement dia org ke HCMC

nasib la comp nawi ni bule masuk FB,YM dsbgnya

sangap, boring, ngantok..sume ada

tp mata kene bukak gak sbb nak tunggu confirmation dr org dr Vietnam

seronok eh korang kacau aku..takpe2, hari ni hari korang..tunggu la hari aku..bile la tuh..hahahaha

asik2 aku sama hadi mala je yg lepak skali..mana pergi bloggers lain? jom la lepak skali...boring la kalau sekadar kita bergurau senda di blog sahaja...heheheheh (termasuk silent reader)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Entri terakhir

ni last entry aku..pasni tatau la bile bule update lg..maybe after 13 Mei 2009 kot...tp kalau berkesempatan aku akan update ;)

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Web of Lies

a girl who lies...shit!

Friday, March 13, 2009

gone

lama gile tak dgr lagu ni...enjoyyy~

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home,(yeah yeah)
Seems so long ago you walked away...
Left me alone...
And I remember what you
said to me...
You were acting so strange...
mmmmmm...
And maybe I was too blind to see
that you needed a change.

Was it something I said,
To make you turn away,
To make you walk out and leave me cold
(ooouuuuuuh)
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here...
right now...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
(cant get you of my mind)
I've tried my best to be a man and
be strong
I drove my self insane
Wishing I could touch your face...
But the truth remains you're
Gone...(you're gone...baby you're....gone you're gone baby girl you're.. gone ...you're gone...you're)

Now, I don’t wanna make excuses baby,
Won’t change the fact that you're gone...
no no...
But if there's something that I could do
Won’t you please let me know...
The time is passing so slowly now...
Guess that's my life without you
(guess that's my life without you )
And maybe I could change my everyday
But baby I don’t want to.

So I'll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you...
(to take my mind of missing you)
And I know in my heart
You can't say that don’t love me too
Please say you do...
Ye-he-he-a...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind.
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove my self insane
Wishing I could touch your face...
(wishing i could touch your face)
But the truth remains you're
Gone...you're ..gone ..you're gone ...

What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby who will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby, why don't you see
That I need you here with me...
Oooooooh... ooh....ohhh

I've been sitting here
(sitting here)
can’t get you off my mind.
( can't get you off my mind )
I've tried my best to be a man and
(my best to be a man eh... )
be strong
I've drove my self insane
Wishing I could touch your face...
(Ooooh Oh,)
But the truth remains you’re
(baby the truth remains)
Gone...


Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
(cant get you off my mind)
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
(my best to be a man)
I've drove my self insane
Wishing I could touch your face...
But the truth remains
you're... Gone..you’re ..gone ..your gone ..your gone...baby girl your gone....your..gone..but the..truth...remains..your..

Monday, March 9, 2009

posters

antara posters ngan kad jemputan yang aku bersama rakan-rakan buat time DPA dulu.....

Poster Malam Protokol


Pertandingan Final Lawn Bowl


Hari Sukaneka


Tuesday, March 3, 2009

mY SecRet adMirer

Oh, secret admirer
When you're around the autumn feels like summer
How come you're always messing up with the weather?
Just like you do to me....

Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you're always bouncing
Oh you look so annoying

Dear beautiful admirer
I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say hello

And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.

My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why you so try to ignore me
'Cause I do miss you so

...............................

convocation dpa 1/2008

alhamdulillah, benda yg ditunggu-tunggu dah lepas akhirnya...harap pasni dapat confirm lebih cepat..nasib harini tak lama mcm smalam...the event went smoothly, congrats to UDPA and dak2 dpa batch baru for organizing the event

aku nak ucapkan congrats to all fellow dpa 1/2008 sbb dah convo...eventhough few people tgh mengandung, tp still dtg gak n amik sijil...salute to the soon to be mothers~ hheheh

to all, thank you for the wishes, aku tak sangka bule dpt mcm ni..syukur alhamdulillah :D

demm, sok dah keje balik...huhuhuh

Monday, March 2, 2009

rehersal convo

well...lama gile aku tak jumpe dak2 dpa 1/2008 ni..last jumpe 6 bulan dulu...tp time tu, time last day tu aku mcm moody je...maybe sbb dah abih dpa kot...tp sok aku harap sume akan happy since dah lulus diploma...tak kisah la sape yg dapat lulus, dapat kepujian, dapat cemerlang, whatever it is, KITA DAH LEPAS!!! woohooo!!!

ok, jumpe sume org sok! in number 1 DRESS!!!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

conversation with ciktemah

faryna kuntum: hahah pelis la
faryna kuntum: hahaha..
faryna kuntum: ok la.. masak time... tytl!
fariq: hahahha
fariq: ttyl laa
fariq: ape daa
faryna kuntum: eh salah.. ttyl*
faryna kuntum: haha.. diam la
fariq: ok gk...tytl..talk you till later
fariq: =))
fariq: aku nak paste !
fariq: aahaha
faryna kuntum: hahahha bengong ko
fariq: hahahha
fariq: nantikan!
faryna kuntum: aku tolak ko kat lata lembik kang.. hahaha bengong
fariq: hahahahha
fariq: gi masak..marah suami ko nnti
fariq: ttyl!
fariq: haahhhaha
faryna kuntum: aku terbayang si mala gelakkan aku... hahah

saturday

10.00 am
woke up...supposed to make a wake up call for lok coz we are going out today. but suddenly felt very lazy..tido balik

11.30 am
lok arrived at my house.

11.31 am
we started our journey with a gossip (something happened last night - friday)

12.00 pm
we arrived at maroz. but stupid the stupid maroz store was closed..bloodyhell!
later, felt very lapar and had our lunch at insaf
we insaf for a while (dah naik harga nasi beriani dia..demm!)

2.00 pm
arrived at Petronas Stesen Servis De Has
ada karnival kat situ..utk celebrate 1 year birthday of the petrol station
met the owner - miss rastina...she seemed so busy...biasalaa, kata bos ;)
anyway, congratulations on your petrol station 1st birthday ras
we tapau 2 meehon goreng..the owner@ras minta maaf coz tak dpt nak entertain kite org sgt
no worries, we understand...dah kata kerje ;)
after borak2 jap, we have to gerak coz ada wedding plak belah mlm

7.00 pm
school - meeting point b4 gi wedding Zi Hui kat crowne plaza
i think dah more than 1 year tak jumpe afnan, saza, fairuz and kar fai...mak ai, bes siot jumpe dak2 sek
we arrived at the hotel around 7.45pm..saw few VI guys...sume muka dah berubah..demm! i guess sume nak kawen dah kot :P

12.30am
after wedding, we lepak at mamak near klcc...lupe plak nama dia..not pelita one
after borak2, we all balik...it was good to see the VI boys after a while...


basically, tu je yg buat arini..sunday nak tido je kat rumah kot ^_^

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the magazine girl


few years back i saw her pic in a school mag

i tried to steal the mag and put it in my bag
but my fren kantoi me after that
so i have to return that mag back

1 year later, i finish my high school
went to university and met few fools

first day in university, saw this girl from outside my room
she seems familiar to me, like i saw her b4 at restoran shroom
hard for me to recall who she was
but i kept on trying to remember who she was

later i saw her again in my class
tot it was a destiny but i still want to pass
coz dont want to hope for a dream that dont come true
later after class i got a flue..hehehe

suddenly i remembered, she was the girl from the school mag
didnt see this coming but i am glad
to able to see her in person everyday
made my life more meaningful each day

we became best friends but time seperates us
it was like im in japan and she's in US
she had few problems and so did i
but her was more painful coz i can see from her eyes

now we live our own life
she's living her and i live mine
we are happy for what we have become
and hope in the future, we always pray for good things to come

Sunday, February 8, 2009

fuhh! letih beb!

tiring weekend...again!..early morning dah kene headache..pastu kene rush gi office coz nak buat paper utk satu issue ni..dok kat opis dr kol 1 sampai 3.30..time tu dah lmbt utk ke wedding liyana..CONGRATS TO LIYANA AND HUSBAND! sorry aku tak dpt dtg awal..jumpe liyana jap je..pastu gerak coz time tu pon wedding dah abih, sume org dah kemas-kemas. pastu balik,..tetibe ada satu kete gadis ni kene block ngan kete lain. nasib baik la org tu neutralkan gear so that bole tolak kete gadis tu. at first senang je tolak reverse coz turun bukit.so, tolak sket pastu try kuarkan kete that girl. pastu tak bleh kuar gak, tolak lg.pastu dpt gak kuarkan kete tuh.tp time tu still ok lg, tak letih lg. pastu time nak tolak kete tu gi dpn balik yg mcm org gila tuh.dah la naik bukit, tade la tinggi tp still bukit.mak ai, letih nak mampos time..tp sbb dah tolong org, better settlekan sampai abis ;) btol tak? ;)tp serius shit, letih dia sampai skang ni terasa..ahahahhaa..but, glad to help the girl...may peace be with her~

ps: ni sure mala tros nak call aku pasni..ahahahhaa :P

Friday, February 6, 2009

write me off



It is never easy for me

To do this poem with a melody

But this time there’s actually something on my mind

So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed

It’s not just my stuff in car, you’ve rearranged

I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back

And I haven’t felt like this before till u teach me how to relax

And while I know, based on my track record

I might not seem like the safest bet

All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself the same old story

That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories

But you have given me a reason, to take another chance

Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plans

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances

Than anyone should ever get

All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet


* something i draft for someone a while ago and didn't had the chance to publish it

Monday, February 2, 2009

pulau sipadan

ras, pulau sipadan ni kat sabah..jgn silap ingat kat terengganu plak k...hehehe...to go there, u have to take a flight to kota kinabalu. then continue ur journey to semporna. from there kene naik bot to pulau mabul..resort sume kat pulau mabul...resort dia yg atas air tu..mmg cun...pastu u gi pulau sipadan utk diving..ada time2 dia u bule gi..kat sipadan tade resort...so u kene gi sana naik bot then petang balik. naik bot around 20 mins from semporna to mabul tak silap i..pastu bot ke sipadan plak..ni peta dia..if u nak tau in details, kene wat appointment dulu k ;)

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Ara

tgh cari poster2 yg bes utk dibuat wallpaper, skali jumpe poster ni....tak sangka ara pon boleh dijadikan watak animasi...cayala ara!!



Friday, January 30, 2009

aku di tag

i got tagged!!!!

Ok here goes the rules:

Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.

Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer.

After that tag 6 people.


..OK, HERE WE GO..


i am...



i really want to go to...



my favourite place is..

(massage centre..hahahha)


my favourite thing is...



my favourite drink is...


my favourite food is...

(sup sirip ikan yu)



my favourite color is...



i live in...

i was born in..


i attended...
(viva la victoria!)


my favourite story is..



this is my hobby..
(bukan stoned eh..isap shisha je...tp saje tambah expresi mimik muka..hahah)



i definitely dream of..

(i have no dream...kalau tetibe mimpi tu oklaa)


fuhh...lama gile nak cari jawapan2 ikhlas utk tag ni....

tanak la tag sape2....sape2 nak buat dipersilakan.


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

rEdAnG




dis year gonna be much more fun...i hope~~ ^_^

Stay



Sounds straight from the twilight
Has me up all night I can’t
Fall asleep coz I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow, outside my window
And it’s you!

All my sorrows flew away,
Hush keep quiet hear me say
I don’t ever want you to go
Please stay

With the moonlight dancing free
And there’s no one but you and me
There’s no reason to go astray
Please stay

Making up a story
It’s the way you’re looking at me
If you think that this is funny
It’s just you

Try and think about it
If your heart is closed don’t lock it
Keep your keys back in your pocket, think this through


*credit to my friend : mr pengejar masa...thank you bro ;)

Saturday, January 24, 2009

lampu suluh

first of all, i wanna wish all chinese people out there...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! what year arr this year? ^_^

hmm...sabtu ahad isnin selasa cuti...rabu khamis jumaat keje

aritu gi semayang jumaat bersama kpsu aku...biasalah, gi masjid pastu tido jap...ilangkan letey keje jap...waktu on the way balik, kite org terfikir...rupenye hidup kita skang ni lg bnyk keje dr enjoy hidup kita...pagi2 dah kuar umah gi keje...balik pon dah nak dekat mlm...time mlm plak tgk berita pastu movie jap..kol 12 dah tido...kalo dikira-kirakan, bp jam la kita spend ngan family kita.

as conclusion, kite org nak buat pact nak enjoy hidup ni...keje tp buat keje tu enjoy...macam mana tatau la kan...tp akan buat gak mcm mana pun....keje + a little bit of gossips~~~hahahah..mau tak buat keje langsung nnti...tp okla, stakat ni kat opis aku tu sume ok...seronok dpt keje ngan dia org...kalo ikot ati, buat mende dasar ni mmg aku tak reti sgt n tak paham..tp sbb org2 kat situ bes yg buat aku stay kat situ....tp harap2 lepas confirm, aku nak tukar tmpt plak, try new things

ni aku tgh chat sama cik temah ni, ni dia tulis kat aku "faryna kuntum: org malas update blog.. pecite"...sabar je laa..hahaha..nampaknye ramai dah putus harapan ngan aku..maaf kawan2..since kat opis tu dah kene block tenet dia, aku dah malas nak update sgt...agak2 bile ada hati je br update blog ni.

mlm ni membe ajak lepak kat soho..tp ada ke tmpt murah2 kat situ? mcm mahal je..aritu gi sume kedai dah tutup...tp tatau la mlm ni mcm ne..harap2 ada la kedai bukak..tp tmpt tu mmg bes...kira mcm exclusive laa..tak ramai org tak senonoh dr segi perangai tp ramai org tak senonoh dari pakaian..aritu balik dr ipoh, aku br perasan soho tu sebelah tol plus jalan duta je rupanya...mak ai tinggi btol dia nye tembok, kalo la roboh, i wish u merry christmas la jawabnye..hahahhaa

skang ni aku tgh dgr lagu tangga-terbaik untukmu...a friend of mine gave this song to me few years ago...now tatau ape cite ngan dia dah...terputus hubungan tatau sbb..maybe sbb sume bz kot + dah ada click sendiri...tu yg maybe lama tak jumpe tuh...but friend, thank you for this song...mmg bes ;) sedey tp bes! i love the melody.

hmm..family aku tade minggu ni...kira bule la buat party liar...tp masalahnye aku dok dlm kampung, kalo buat party liar, sah2 kene sound nye...hahahaha...pernah dulu skali aku dok ngan membe aku kat depan umah..time tu dlm kol 2 pagi kot...saje je lepak borak2...pastu ada datang laki bodo ni sound aku soh aku masuk umah...celake gile! sukati aku la aku nak dok luar ke, dlm longkang ke...ape masalah dia...yang dia gi merayau2 tak tentu hala naik moto tu apehal...bule plak dia kuar malam..poyo nak mampos...tp aku dok gak luar tu..last2 dia angin aku ngan membe aku wat bodo je dia blah..ahahhaha...asal bz body pon tatau laa..bukan aku kacau anak atau adik dia pon (tak kacau sbb tak cun pon..hahahaha)

hmm...okla, dah kol 7 lebey ni...nak mandi dulu...

b4 berundur, nak wish happy birthday to my friend mariam ^_^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

cheers~~~~

Thursday, January 8, 2009

balada hati

makcik, sila nyanyi!!!
..
.
.
Oh... bagai tercabut nyawa...
Mendengar ucapan pisah
HAkikat kau tak mencintai
Diri ini lagi...

Kau minta ku melupakan
Segala janji kita
Manakan bisa
Kerna cinta ku tak pernah berubah
Walau diluka

Aku belayar di laut sepi
menantikan yang tak pasti
Menanggung pedih di hati
Melutut ku merayu
Segera kembali
Tuhanku tolonglah diriku
Mengubah hatimu

Oh, sememang mudah bermadah
Memang mudah bercinta
Namun amat sukar menerima
Tika dikecewa
Bagaimanakah bisaku
Terus hidup tanpamu, apa salahku ?
Hingga tergamak kau melepas katamu
Yang meracun jiwa

Aku belayar di laut sepi
Menantikan yang tak pasti
Menanggung pedih di hati
Melutut ku merayu
Segera kembali
Tuhanku tolonglah diriku
Mengubah hatimu

Puasku mencari
Di mana kau kini
Ku kehilanganmu pulanglah
Sayang...

Sunday, January 4, 2009

lonely

bisikku pada bulan
kembalikan
temanku
kekasihku
syurgaku
tanpa dia
malam menemaniku
sepi memelukku
bulan
jangan biar siang
biar alam jadi kelam
biar ia sepi
sepertiku...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

WOW!

OMG, lama gile tak masuk blog ni....few people dah give up ngan aku sbb dah lama tak masuk blog..hahaha..sorry guys..since blogspot kene block kat ofis, dah takde masa nak berblogging lg...and plus, my life is getting more boring everyday..so, i believe, there's no need for me to blog for it..hahahah...

anyways, happy new year! new year thn ni agak boring..stayed at home the whole day...tp smalam kuar jap ngan mala n hadi..tatau plak bile si hadi ni dah kureng hisap shisha, berasap-asap aku smalam nak abihkan sorang...ahahahhaa...mala, mana gamba? load la cepat, i nak tgk..ahahahha.